MAAF

Kaise kar du maaf tujhe mai
Dil jo tmne toda hai
Ek anadi k chakkar me
Kisi apne ko chhora hai

Kya itna kamzor tha rista
Jo mud kar na dekha tune
Mila anadi tod chala tum
Sab bandhan k reeto ko
Kaise kardu maarf tujhe mai
Dil jo tmne toda hai

Hm to raah tke baithe the
Koi apna aaayega
Aishe kaise chhor kar mujhko
Tm bhi chala jayega
Kaise kardu maaf tujhe mai
Dil jo tmne toda hai

Ummido ki chingari
kahi pada tha mujhme
Ek din wapas aayega tm
Mann me liye kuch dardo ko
Aishe kaise maaf mai kar du
Dil jo tmne toda hai

Tute dil k ummido ko
Galib ka sath milega
Maaf tujhe mai kar du
Dil jo tune toda hai. 

✍-Krishna Tiwari

TO ALL THE BEST TEACHER, I HAVE

Once while opening box of memories,
I found thousands of stories,
None was so touching, except one
Placed at the bottom of my heart.

The olden days, the golden place,
At your place, I learnt my English phrase,
You are the one who showed me world,
While others taught the rules for fighting world

Looking at you , I found a lot of flaws in me
That flaws won’t let me flee.
Its been years i have left the place(school)
But you are the reason i can fly to many a place ,
Many a time memory covers like moving cloud ,
But these memory heels my pain like a loud

 And since now I am writting this,
These memories won’t stop me from crying
If my mother taught me walking,
You showed me the path for moving in life

And NOW
One thing I have in my mind
In life when I would see you next time
I would make sure you shall be the reason for my shine.

-KRISHNA TIWARI

Gurur

Itna bhi gurur kaise, ye galib,
Zindagi bhi mohabbat se hai,
Kbhi tu kare gurur, kbhi mai,
Manjil bhi ek , raste bhi ek,
Fir kyu hai tujhe , itna mujhse bair,
Nasle-nasle ki baate hai ,
Mohabbat to sab ko smjh nahi aate hai,
Kbhi tu mujhe lipat ja, kabhi mai,
Zindagi bhi sawar jaye aur, Bandagi bhi,

Manjil bhi mil jaye aur raste bhi,

Tu meri hojaye aur mai tera bhi ,
Akhir itna bhi gurur kyu ye galib.

KRISHNA TIWARI

MALALO KI GATHA

Bahot malaal bhara ish mann me
Kise sunau mai ye Gatha
Har Roz kisi ne dil tod diya
Man ki ummide mod diya
Raste bhar chalne ka wada tha
Ek mod mila , Sangh chhod diya
Ek ummid lahar si daudi thi ,
Raste me hi nakaam rahi ,
Manzil ki kya baat karu
Manzil bhi bahot purani thi
Jasbaat liye hum daude the,
Par, waqt kayamat kar baitha.
Na manzil apne hath lagi
Na jasbaato ki koi kimat thi.

Krishna Tiwari

Different

It been long time , i have been just trying to understand people , one always says that we all are same , we all have same things ,like 2 eyes 2 hand 2  2 legs 206 bone , blood, this concept works for sometimes but we should understand that if people are born BANIA they will always show their character how ever we think that we are same that one thing can change our way of thinking . A chhatriya always talks about fight , they always seems aggressive in nature . A brahmin will always pray to God and chant mantras , a sudra will always follow the path guided by some people . Science can not work every where, some time we should follow our religious books . Caste system is being followed from the time of lord ram/ krishna. If there is no caste system then bhagwat geeta or any religion book would have never described it.
There were time when people of small caste were not allowed to enter into temple , that was the best thing because today they dont visit temple for god they  visit just because they have rights , this rights should be taken from them , throughout the day they drink alcohol and early morning they stand in the line . There must be some rules and regulations which everyone should follow.
I LOVE THE LAWS OF PURI'S TEMPLE AS THEY DONT ALLOW RANDOM PEOPLE TO THE TEMPLE SARENA .
Earlier every caste seems to have different work , and people use to follow the things .
Having same color of blood doesn't make us same , HUMANITY can be the new religion but for some time , not for life time , we should  show humanity but  not everywhere ,at the place where it is needed the most

Baate

Raste ki baato ko, batau mai kisko,
Kaun sunega in baato ko,
Sapno ka safar hai, sapno ki udaan,
Lekin isko pura hone dega kaun,
Kaun hai apna kaun paraya ,
Kisne hai manzil dikhlaya,
Baat mohabbat ki karte hai ,
Lekin isko karne se darte hai,
Waqt bhi kaisa khel khilaya,
Risto ko bhi , isne bikwaya,
Paisa hath me dekh liye to
Maa k muh se beta aaya,
Baat yaha par hai lakho,
Par sunne wala sun nahi paya.

Krishna Tiwari

Chalte jana hai

Wada hai ek tujhse bhi,
Sath tera nibhana hai,
Mai rahu ya na rahu,
Lekin tujhko chalte jana hai,
Dil me tanhai lekar,
Hotho par hasi bhi lana hai,
Raste me mile sathi bhi to,
Sath tujhe dete jana hai,
Waqt kisi k hath nai par,
Zindagi tujhe bitana,
Manjil ki parwah kiye bina,
Har waqt tujhe muskurana hai,
Sath mile apno ka tujhe to,
Haste haste  jana hai ,
Nahi mile sathi to,
Ek geet gungunana​  hai,
Bs chalte jana hai bs chalte jana hai.

Krishna Tiwari

BADNAAM

Mujhe tujhse mohabbat nahi,
Lekin badnam to mai  tere liye hu,
Ishq ka manjar bhi hairan tha,
Lekin badnam to mai tere liye thi,
Zindagi raftar me thi,
lekin Logo ki nazaro me,
Paresan to mai tere liye thi,
Gunah to logo ne kiya,
Lekin gunehgar mai tere liye thi,
Parwane ko mai kya kahu,
Zalim to apne the,
Kisse kisi aur k hote the,
Lekin logo k nazaro me,
Tere wajood k liye badnam to mai hi thi,
Na tu mil saka na mai mil saki, par,
Zalim duniya ki nazaro me,
Kisse bhi badnam to apne hi the.

Krishna Tiwari

PARWAH

Mujhe ab nid ki talash hai ,
Raat me der tak jagna accha lagta hai
Mujhe nai malum, wo mere kismat me hai ya nai,
Magar khuda se use mangana accha lagta hai,
Usase pyar karna sahi hai ya nai ,
Par ish yehsas me jeena accha lagta hai,
Kabhi hum sath honge ya nahi,
Par ye khwab dekhna accha lagata hai,
Pata nai mujhe haq hai bhi ya nahi,
Par uska parwaah karna accha lagata hai,
Wo meri hai ya nai,
Par use apna kahana mujhe accha lagata, hai.

Krishna Tiwari

Khafa

Zindagi se kyu khafa tu ,
Kyu khafa hai uss​ khuda se,
Pass tere to hai sab-kuch ,
Fir bewafai kyu ish jaha se,
Mana na mil saka ,
Jo chahta tha ish zindagi se,
Pass hai manzil ab teri
Fir dur tu kyu khada hai,
Chal chale kuch dur hum,
Chhod kar ish jaha ko,
Na rahegi zindagi ,na rahega khuda,
Na rahegi bewafai, na rahegi khudai,
Ek labz gunjega bas, bas zudai bas zudai.

Krishna Tiwari

A son is son until he is getting married

This is the bitter truth of life which each and every parent should understand. If a boy is born in the family every one have some expectation with the boy , and the one who invested there sperm they have more expectation than any other ,"EVERY SON BECOME HUSBAND"  today or the other day , but the difference between son and husband no one understand neither the parent nor wife , ultimately the boy (such as husband or son) get pissed off between the expectation of wife and parents . No one wanted to cooperate , as parents do lots of thing whose debt one can never pay ,they use to take lots risk and face lots of problems just to make his/her son a successful man , so there expectation is not wrong but one should understand that when the boy's got married ,then he is not son only he has become a husband also so he have to take care of the responsibility which has been gifted by there parents . The new member can never understand the pain of the boy's parents because she is not parents , she had lived a life of freedom without any responsibility but when she comes to her husband house she wanted do the thing according to her wish without thinking about the husband family , here the main problem has been faced by the boy because he cant break her heart as she is the responsibility of his , and if he listens to his wife parents get angry and if he do things according to parents wish, wife will get hurt. Ultimately its the son/husband who get the punishment . Parents should understand that he is not that one which he used be because he have to play the part of husband also, and wife should understand that he is still a son who have to take care of his parents. Instead of making each others life miserable one should cooperate and understand the situation . As it has been said that at a time mother in law was also daughter in law, but this fight never ends .

Majeel

Dur chala mai dur chal,
Manjil teri oor chala ,
Chhod chala mai reet yaha ki,
Preet tere sang jor chala,
Manjil teri oor chala,
Raste k sannate me,
andhiyar ko chir chala,
Ujiyare k aangan me ek,
Nai kirno ka deep jala ,
Manjil teri oor chala,
Thi kathinai raste me ,par,
Raste ko mai chhor chala,
Nikal chala mai nikal chala,
Dur Gagan ki ooor chala,
Bhool hui raste me to,
Dil ka Sunna chhor chala​,
Mila kahi na ek khudai,
Jo khuda khuda chillata tha,
Manjil itni dur nahi thi ,
Mushkil bhi majboot nai thi,
Naam khuda ka leke ab to,
Manjil ko to pana hi tha,
Mushkil se takrana hi tha,
Dur dur tk jana hi tha...

Do

Do kadam chalna hai jisme, har jaha ko chhu saku,
Chhu saku mai aasma ko, Chhu saku sare jaha ko,
Do shabd kahna hai, Jo gunje har disha me,
Jise sun sake ye asma, jise sun sake sara jaha,
Do shabd sunna hai, jise sun saku mai akele,
Jo kahati hai ye ashma , jo kahti hai sara jaha,
Do dost aisha chahiye, jo ruthna jane hi na,
Jo har waqt mere sath ho, jo sath ho ish jaha k,
Do waqt  ki talash hai , fir na koi aas ho , na hi koi pass jo,
Ek waqt sabke sath ho, jisme na koi udas ho,
Ek waqt uske sath ho jiske liye ye dil udas ho.

Krishna tiwari

Sab kuch tera

Teri baate, teri yaade, sauk bhi to tera tha,
hum to bas ban baithe pujari ,
aankho par, pahra bhi to tera tha ,
manjil teri, duniya teri, dhan-daulat,
Sb tera tha,
Basti teri, kasti teri,
chaukhat par pahra mera tha,
Riste tere, naate tere,
Farz nibhana mera tha
Ish duniya k uljhan me,
Ye saanse bhi to teri teri thi,
Ek hasi k liye re saki,
sb kuch tujhpar waar diya
Wo bhi mujhko mila nai, kyuki,
Wo hasi par pahra tera tha.

Krishna Tiwari

Ego and aggression

I am a passionate, aggressive perfectionist. It gives me heart burns when I do not excel; naturally then it sucks because these days, I never excel. 
It took me ten years to realize the scary cycle I was stuck in; I would get into something new, all passionate and ready to kill the game. Next, I would work on it, and yes, hell yes, I would achieve. And then I would get comfortable. I would stop scrutinizing my surroundings like I was scouring for resources, I would get comfortable with my capabilities - and start ignoring them entirely. What I got into was a hard fall. And all I would end up with is a hard, arrogant mind, and nothing to fuel it with.

Then would start the crying. Lots of crying 

Fake people all around

We are in the world where each and everyone wanted to show off because they wanted to show the other people that they are more happy, i dont think people need to advertise that they are happy and comfortable with there life , if one is comfortable other will automatically understand and talk about you . Social media is playing key role for making people more fakers, one never talk with there father, mother, brother,infact full family but when there father's /mother's birthday comes one can find all the love and affection on the social media . When you visit there home to watch there love for their families, you can find that its was fake, people day by day are becoming blinder they are not able to see the loss which social media is doing day by day . Instead of showing all the love and affection on social media if one talk with there parents , family , one can find the real happiness of all time. 

Social site is good for timepass but not for personal life. Never try to mix personal life with professional life, social media is all about professional life. Spending time with family is much better than taking with all the unknown people.

Manzil ko to pana hi hai

Ek kahani baki si hai ,
Labzo me kuch geeto si hai,
Manjil itni dur nai hai ,
Raste ko manjoor nahi hai ,
Bachpan bhi kuch taza si hai ,
Ziwan bhi to adha si hai ,
Manjil ko bhi paana hi hai,
Raste se to jana hi hai ,
Baat anokhi karte karte ,
Dur dur tk chalte chalte,
Manzil ko to paana hi hai,
Raste se to jana hi hai,
Yaad unhe bhi karna hi hai,
Manzil se to ladna bhi hai,
Kahani ko pura karna hi hai,
Har waqt yaad ab rakhna bhi hai,
Manzil ko to pana bhi hai,
Raste se to jana  hi hai

Krishna

Aashan

Aasan nai lagata hai,
Us waqt ko bhool pana,
Badal diya hai waqt ne,
Ish Zindagi ki raah ko,
Raah chalne kuch chala tha ,
Chal diya hu aur kahi,
Raah me rahi mile,
Par waqt ne unko bhoola diya,
The hazaro sathi apne ,
Par akela aaj hu,
Na raha koi bhi rahi,
Na raha koi bhi sathi,
Saath chalne ka wada,
Kar liya tha unse mai,
Par pta na chal ska ,
Kab kha gya ish waqt ne ,
Chah kar bhi paas unke,
Ja nai skta hu mai
Kyuki dur unse kar diya hai,
Aaj mujhko waqt ne.

Krishna

Gumnaam

Sunsan hai, gumnaam hai,
Par ek anokhi pahchan hai,
Hum sath hai , kuch yaad hai,
Par ek dusre se anjaan hai,
Rahi hai hum ek raah k ,
Par uss raah se anjaan hai,
Talash hai , hume ek dusre ki,
Par ek dusre se parwaan hai,
Hairan hai, paresaan hai,
Par dil me ek tufaan hai,
Aas hai udaas hai,
Ek dost ki talash hai,
Waqt ka pahiya apne chal se chalta raha,
Kb kaha hum kho gaye ,
Ye waqt bhi anjaan hai,
Jab yaad aaya ek-dusre ki ,
Hum ek-dusre se anjaan the.

Krishna

Dilkashi

Dil kashi ka alam samjh ska na dilnashi,
Pyala deta gya pi gya berukhi,
Na jane kaisa tha ye nasha ,
Bas wo pita raha , bas wo pita raha ,
Paas baitha raha ,
Nazare uspar gadaye rakha,
Pyas kaisi ye thi , jo ki bhujhti nahi,
Pyala pita raha ,
Bas wo pita raha , Gum ka mara hua
Dil k tukde ko lekar bhatakta raha ,
Mil gya hai sagar ,
Maat dene k liye pyash ko,
Maat khata raha, par wo pita raha,
Aag bujhti nai, ab lagi ish dil me jo,
Wo pita gya, pyash badata gya,
Dil lagi ka ye aalam chalta raha ,
Wo pita raha , bas wo pita raha .

Krishna

Baccha (BACHAPAN)

Baccha , its feels great to be a baccha, mostly people who have crossed there childhood . They know how it feels now when they are adult . This things is quite hard to understand them who are still baccha (baby) , they act like they have grown up and every thing they can do without any help. This is the nature's way of making fun , and this things can't be changed because people are moving so fast to change themselves so as the bacchas are also doing. Now a day one get hardly any child laughing , giggling etc because they are so much depressed although they are getting everything from there parents but they can't be happy . They think adults have more fun , but adults pain can't be told . Every older/adult people want to go back to their childhood ,so that they can laugh loud without any tention , they wanted to be child forever.
This things today's generation will not be able to understand because they are damm busy in making boyfriend and girlfriend , instead of doing this shitty thing they should enjoy what they have the golden period of every human being.
One thing i came to know in the past years that if any cartoon movie comes in the theatre ,there you will find all the aged person who have lost their childhood, they wanted to enjoy that giggling and laughing for few hours in theatre, but one never find a child in the theatre, they call this type of movies as baccha movie, bloody you are a baccha even today also why the hell you are wasting it by doing fucking shitty things.
I request every child to live their golden period by enjoying each and every moment because your parents are taking all the risk so that they can make you people happy , so why the hell you are taking tention just enjoy and follow your dreams , you will be able to find everything when time will come, dont try to play a game with nature it is not good for anyone.

Mazil dur nai bus +&- dono sath rakho

Manzil ki talash me lakho insan har din niklte hai kisko milti hai mazil , hazaro me sayad kisi ek ko , kyuki hm mazil ki oor jish josh k sath badhte hai wo hm continue nai rakh pate pure raste tak, kuch log to sruwat me chhor dete kuch bich aur kuch nazdik pahuch kar haar maan lete hai , kyuki zindagi me hum patience nai ralh paate hame sab kuch ek jhatke me chahiye , har chij ka waqt hota hai . Agar hum koi kaam samay k sath patience rakh k karna start kar de to koi harane wala nai hai , hum wo pura karke nikalenge , kuch exMple bhi hai apj abdul kalam , Narendra Modi, atal Bihari vajapai, Vivekananda , etc aishe bahot example hai . Lekin hum example ko bhi apne fayade k tarike se dekhte hai , hum khamiya khojte hai ki aisha kya tha jisase wo mere se thora common ho jaye , agar hum zindagi me dhiraj rakhe to hum koi bhi manzil pa sakte hai . Diraz bhi utna hi rakhna chaiye jitne me hame apni mamzil mil jaye , agr koi kaam perfectly karne ka kosis karenge to nai ho skta wo kyuki perfection ko bhi kuch chaiye , perfection imperfections k bina adhura hai so imperfection aur perfection ko mila kar koi bhi kaam kare to wonpura hoga , aur manzil milega .
Hamare ish fast life me ek chij ka hi problm hai log perfect banna chahte hai , log fast bnna chahte hai . Like Bina negative k positive kaam nahi karta wai haal life ka bhi hai bina slow huye h fast nai ho skte , aur Bina imperfect hum perfect nai jo skte so hame dono ko mila kar aage badhna chaiye .

Yaad

Kuch likhne ka kosish karta,
nai yaad hai aata wo ,
kalam chhute hi hatho se ,
yaado me madarata wo ,
chali hawa wo mand pawan ki ,
kano me kuch bol gai,
beparwah rahe baithe wo ,
yaado me kho kar unke ,
haath kalam ko lagte hi ,
bhool gaye wo ek jhatke me ,
samjh sake na baato ko wo, beparwahi k aanan me ,
ek nasha sa chada raha ,
beparwahi k aalam me.

Krishna

Morden people

Each and everyone want to just adjust with the morden world , but some how they are not able to continue with this fast world. Everyone want to enjoy each and every moment but no one able to enjoy as they have so much problem to slove , in between solving and enjoying, people get pissed off . They never able to live life on the basis of there plan , every moment one thinks to do something memorable but everytime they fails to do anything , just time moves , and it keep going one never able to keep pace with time . We all wanted to be perfect but without imperfection we are ordinary, to be perfect one should be a little imperfect , as it balance everything.

Experience vs maturity

Some time our parents ask something not to do but we get frustrated, we get angry , we just think that we are enough mature to take decision of our life but the reality is , we think we are mature but we are not , maturity is not something which can get by number of ages . Maturity is something which one get after lots of experience , mature people are those who can survive in any situation , who can handle the things coolly and calmly . Our parents are more mature than us , so one should always listen to them . Their may be huge gap of waqt(time) but if we would do thing according to them i can guarantee one will never fail in any situation of life , because you have the knowledge of the morden world and they have knowledge of maturity (experience). So if one listen to their parents they can achieve anything.

Hawa ka jhoka dil ko roka

Nikita , name was enough to bring smiles on anyone's face, most chulbuli with all sorts of naughty things she use to do , all together one can say she was the best at her age, i have always seen her kicking, fighting, laughing, playing,all shorts of fun. Bachapn abhi bhi baki rah gya tha , she never allow anyone to feel bored . She was full entertainment . Pahli baar hawao ko bhi haste huye dekha , pahli baar kisi se ishq ho raha tha , badi bewafa chij ka lat lag raha tha ,sapne dekhne lga tha , but who will talk first .zindagi me pahli baar kisi ko zindagi ko nachate dekha gha tha ,i was all getting ready for a dance , chalo thora hm bhi naach lete hai , thora zindgi hm bhi ji lete
Kuch alag tha umse ek jaadu ek nasha ek junoon tha ,koi bhi uska ho skta tha , lekin wo kiski hogi yai nai pta tha . Fir se use dekhkar dil dhadne lga tha , ek Baar fir koi apna sa lagne lga tha .
Soch hi raha tha tbhi awaz aaya "oye hero , kaha khoye ho kaun hai wo kiske yaad me doobe ho" kya bolta kuch jawab hi nai tha . Man to kiya bol du lekin fir wai dar kahi kho na du ish hasin pal kahi gum na ho jaye dar tha ,khushi bhi tha koi to apna lagta hai ,
Nikita- aree hame bhi batao kaha khoye huye ho ?
Rohan-kuch nai, aishe hi , baitha tha , sochna wochana nai hota mere se .
Nikita- chal jhutha , mere se jhuth galat baat , mujhe sb pta hai , tujhe pyar ho gya hai......
Rohan- kya bakwas hai pyar aur mujhe tmhara dimag thikane nai hai , pyar wyar se dur hi sahi hu mai, ye sb k liye waqt nai hai mere pass.
Nikita- jhuth , jhuth bhi nai bolna ata tmhe, ab bol bhi do itna kya sharmana dost hai hum.
(Kya bolta , use tmse hi to pyaar ho gya ,)
Rohan- nai baba aisha kuch nai hai , tm bhi kuch bhi bolti rahti ho , pagal ho pura syco.
Nikita- ha ha hum hai syco thik hai thik hai mt btao mai khabar lga lungi , duffer kahi k.
Rohan- ha ha lga lo pta jab kuch hai hi nai to pta kya lagaogi.

Nikita ko kafi dino se pahchan tha , lekin sirf pahchan , duffer thi puri, lekin kisi ne sahi kaha never judge a book by its cover . School ka wo last day tha jb ek ajib sa changes dikhai diya, ek duffr bhi acchi lag rahi thi , pyar tbhi ho gya , fir kuch din tak hm alag alag school me the no contact nothing, kabhi yaad bhi nai aai thi , lekin college ka wo pahla din , she was totally different, bilkul alag ladki ko dekha tha , believe hi nai ho raha tha ki ye wai moti duffer hai .
Nikita-  hi , kaise ho, yaad hu na ????
Rohan- aree tmhe kaise bhool skta hu.
Nikita- flirt kar rahe ho,
Rohan- jo samajh lo, accha hu, tm kaisi ho??? Kaha thi itna din.
Nikita- ghar me thi aur kaha, tm kaha the , school k baad to dikhe hi nai.
Rohan- tm khoji hoti to dikhta na, tm to khud koi duniya me thi.
Nikita- mai aur duniya me thi , kaun bola , seriously ab bhi flirt ka mauka nai chhorte.
Rohana- ye bhi koi chhorne ka chij hota hai kya.
Nikita- hhaha pagal ho, school me to thik se baat bhi nai karte the.
Rohan- hay , chalo aaj karta hu, waise bhi book ka kida ho tm baat karna matlb bimar ho jata😂
Nikita- chalo bhago to , nai karna baat , mai kida hu .....i hate you
Rohan- mujhe to pyar nazar aa raha isme😂😂 mera mtlb wo nai tha.
aishe hui thi hamari dosti , school​ chhorne k 6 saal baad mila tha sb kuch badal gya tha kewal kuch yaado ko chhor kar .
Nikita- jo bhi matlab ho , i dont care now don't talk to me . Bye bye aur ha nazar thik karwao kuch gadbad hai.
Rohan- ha ha karwa lunga yaad rakhana baat nai karna , bhari parega .
Nikita- ha ha thik hai dekhungi. Pahle nazar ka ilaz karwao.
Rohan- yeah yeah ilaz to mujhe hi karna hai .
Purane logo se milkar khul kar hasne ka mza hi kuch aur hota hai , purani yaade taaza ho jati hai.
Aishe hi friendship pyar me badal gya  zindagi alag ho gai .