I am a passionate, aggressive perfectionist. It gives me heart burns when I do not excel; naturally then it sucks because these days, I never excel.
It took me ten years to realize the scary cycle I was stuck in; I would get into something new, all passionate and ready to kill the game. Next, I would work on it, and yes, hell yes, I would achieve. And then I would get comfortable. I would stop scrutinizing my surroundings like I was scouring for resources, I would get comfortable with my capabilities - and start ignoring them entirely. What I got into was a hard fall. And all I would end up with is a hard, arrogant mind, and nothing to fuel it with.
Then would start the crying. Lots of crying
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